Growing in Faith
April 25, 2017
By: Gina Yoryet
One day at the crack of dawn late July of last year (2016),
my sleep was abruptly interrupted by a clear vision, pers se, a
deep desire during my youth, an unfathomable achievement. An abstract victory that
had simply been fabricated in my feeble mind. Little did I know that my dream would later turn into passion, and my passion would later divert into reality. In illo tempore I was afar from
defining the woman I was meant to become through my purpose. In my early
twenties I quit my job at a Financial Services company to follow my “dream”
job. To work for the State of California. At that time I truly believed I had
scored big time professionally and financially.
Shortly after, I was struck with emptiness, loss
and discontentment because of certain events I provoked. At that time I was
convinced that my future was there forever, at the wrong time and place and I made myself believe that it was my fate. Now I can clearly visualize that my
reluctance was unintentionally writing my destiny to set myself for failure
somewhere along the line. I prayed every single night when I lay in bed with my
eyes shut, pretending to be asleep. I begged God to help me grow in faith by leading me towards a professional opportunity for his Glory, for the good of my
community, and for my own spiritual, emotional, personal, professional and
financial benefit. I also begged for him to help me find a man of faith, but before reaching that milestone, life had many lessons to teach me. As a strong-willed and stubborn young woman, I wanted to devour the world and do everything my way because I didn't trust God's timing.
Those desperate pleads first emerged when I
became cognizant of the world. The more I learned about the universe, the more my
heart agonized, but the more I wanted to live, learn, and experience events.
Through that entire period since childhood I was at a loss. That was then, now, finally when I was on the
verge of giving up, my prayers were finally answered and my vision came to me very
direct and clear late July of 2016. I finally became very receptive of
my truth. As many inner altercations of skepticism that inhabited in my
cajoling mind, as much certainty of my quest finally dwelled within.
I should have known then that I am NOTHING but a student of life and an instrument of God, triggered and guided by my passions,
dictated by my heart, and strengthened by my faith. I should've known that God had a plan for me but I fought against it for many years. But today I choose to keep
growing in faith, for that has defined who I am.
Grow in Faith
Catholic author Edwin Freedley said in 1853 that business is a “fiery furnace to principle.” Grow in your faith, prayer,
and virtue through business and entrepreneurship
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